A Christmas poem

An ivory coloured, fabric Christmas star with gold beading hangs amid green foliageIn my last post, I mentioned a collection of poems by e.e. cummings among the books I stole from my parents. In it I found this treasure which I’m happy to share with you today.

little tree
little silent Christmas tree
you are so little
you are more like a flower

who found you in the green forest
and were you very sorry to come away?
see      i will comfort you
because you smell so sweetly

i will kiss your cool bark
and hug you safe and tight
just as your mother would,
only don’t be afraid

look       the spangles
that sleep all the year in a dark box
dreaming of being taken out and allowed to shine,
the balls the chains red and gold the fluffy threads,

put up your little arms
and i’ll give them all to you to hold
every finger shall have its ring
and there won’t be a single place dark or unhappy

then when you’re quite dressed
you’ll stand in the window for everyone to see
and how they’ll stare!
oh but you’ll be very proud

and my little sister and i will take hands
and looking up at our beautiful tree
we’ll dance and sing
“Noel Noel”

Here’s to taking out our spangles and allowing them to shine! And here’s to a Christmas filled with poetry and joy.

Reflections of a literary pilferer

The colourful covers of books I've stolen from my parents, including Selected Poems by e.e. cummings, To Kill a Mockingbird by Harper Lee, To the Lighthouse by Virginia Woolf and Finn Family Moomintroll by Tove Jansson Here’s a question you won’t find popping out of a Christmas cracker any time soon: What do Winnie-the-Pooh, Japanese haiku, Tove Jansson’s Finn Family Moomintroll, Brewer’s Dictionary of Phrase and Fable and the complete works of Shakespeare have in common?

At first glance, not a lot. But as it happens, they are all books that have taken up illicit residence on my shelves. Most of them belonged to my parents. Did I use the past tense there? Guilty! Over time, I have borrowed, read, enjoyed and learned from these books.

I just somehow never managed to return them.

I could pretend they are the only ones I’ve nicked, but sadly it’s just not true. There are more. Many more in fact. Strunk and White’s classic The Elements of Style is one. To the Lighthouse by Virginia Woolf is another. I’ve got novels by Kafka, Melville and Camus, along with poems by Janet Frame, e.e. cummings and a wondrous bunch of others.

Even my trusty copy of Roget’s Thesaurus – the subject of a previous post – belongs in this list and is not, strictly speaking, mine.

I admit it. I’m a book thief. And you know, I’m not even sorry about that.

In saying this, I am in no way endorsing any raids you may be inclined to stage on the next well stocked set of shelves you find. It’s just that when I reflect on the various volumes I’ve stolen over the years, I see there’s a reason I’ve never returned them and it’s more than mere inertia.

Sure, some of these books now get contentedly left on the shelf. But others I refer to and return to often, whether I am seeking to write or just seeking delight. They’ve become my companions and I value their presence. For all their inherent treasures, they contain additional gems of discovery and memory for me.

More than anything, I think it is through this curious collection of filched literature that I first began to read like a writer. That’s a lesson worth learning but it needs repeated practice. Maybe that’s why I hang on to these books, why I keep reading them and why I treat them like my own.

It’s because each has in some way contributed to making me the writer and editor I am today.

So I’m sorry, Mum and Dad and anyone else I may have appropriated books from, but I’ll be keeping them for now. You’re welcome to borrow them of course.

Just as long as I get them back.

Now it’s your turn…

Confess. Which books do you have that are not quite entirely yours? What led you to steal them and why do you keep them? What love or learning have you found through being a book thief?